I guess it is really hard to figure me out. I keep so much to myself and I’m so secluded into my own thoughts and feelings that I tend to forget how to verbally express what’s going on in my mind when I need to. Its a passive characteristic that I’ve grown to develop, so telling someone my inner thoughts and feelings can be a huge deal to me. People have to beat it out of me before me actually wanting to tell em myself — I guess its because at times I feel like what goes on in my mind is a nuisance to my own mentality. Although at times I can be a really good self-motivator when I need to be, I’m also my #1 worst critic. Just be patient with me, I’m still getting used to this.